银 色 星 球 ON THE SILVER GLOBE 字幕出品：原料放映 字幕翻译/制作：大傅
影片改编自J.祖拉斯基所著《月球三部曲》 The film is based on "The lunar trilogy"by Jerzy Zulawski
你将观看的这部影片摄制于十年前（1977年） You will see a film made ten years ago;
一部不完整的电影 a shred of a film;
两个半小时的故事, 五分之一素材没有了 a two and a half hour story,one-fifth of which is missing.
那五分之一废止于1977年, That one-fifth dating buck to 1977
影片废止的部分,永远不可能再重新拍摄了 when the film was annihilated,will never be recreated.
在缺失影像之处 In place of the missing scenes
你将听到旁白,旁白会对缺失部分做简短的说明 you will hear a voice which will briefly explain what was to be.
这部《银色星球》 We are bringing "On the Silver Globe"
是在1987年剪辑完成的 to an end in the year 1987.
夜晚 它从云的深处 It fell from the clouds...At night...
从天而降 From on high...
他们就在近处 They were close...
搜寻 They hunted...
清晨 他们在树丛中发现了它 They found in the morning...In trees...
它震颤着 那般美 It fluttered... Beautiful...
他走了整整两天 He travelled for two days...
穿过积雪 他累了 Across the snow... Tired...
他想：一定要 He thought: For them...
给他们 For sure.
这是什么？ What is it?
他说他们看到它坠落 He says they saw it fall...
也许他们看错了 They couldn't have seen...
也许他们看到的只是星星 Maybe they saw a star...
这是一个很古老的东西 不可能是刚掉下来的 It is an ancient object.It couldn't have fallen now.
如果是很久以前还有可能... It could in the past...
所有人都看见了 两天前 Everybody saw it...Two days ago...
夜里 At night...
他们清晨找到的 就为了送给我们 They found it in the morning...Only for us...
这东西应该有五六十年了 It is fifty, sixty years old.
是个小传送模块 It's a Small Transmission Module STM.
从燃烧的痕迹看 应该含有钛元素 The way it burned indicates Titanium Beta or the like.
它应该是从六推进喷嘴的发射台发射的 It used to take off from a pad on six propulsion nozzles.
我想他们不会教你这个的 I guess they did not even teach you about it.
它为什么到现在才掉下来呢？ Why did it fall right now?
它有可能是被安置在靶站上完成了漫游 It might have roved to lock in on a target station,
但也用不了50年的 除非... but not for fifty years. Unless...
如果他们说的是真的 If they are telling the truth.
他们一般不会撒谎 They usually don't lie.
那个稍旧点的设备应当能破解它 One of the older rigs should crack it.
如果核心还没烧坏的话 If the brain has not burned up,
或许能告诉我们 它从哪里来 为什么而来 it should tell us where it comes from and why.
告诉她 这里不能进来 Tell her not to enter.
这到处都是高灵敏装置 This place is packed with sensitive gear.
会被他们弄乱的 It will all run wild.
除非她是来看你的 Unless she is coming to see you.
她不是来看你的 她是来“药”你的 She is not coming to see you,she is coming to take you.
你不懂 她是我的 You don't understand.She is mine.
不 你是他们的 No, it's you are theirs.
走吧!穿暖和点,外面冷极了 Go, dress up warm. It's freezing outside.
以后再说... Later...
如果你把这些化学药都用光了怎么办？ What happens if you run out of all the chemicals?
也许就可以自由了吧 Freedom perhaps.
他们本可以杀了我们,然后抢走这些药 They could have killed us and taken the chemicals,
也可以趁我们睡觉的时候 把药偷走 or could have stolen them while we were asleep.
但他们没有 我们是给予者 But they haven't. We are the ones who give,
不是被索取 who do not need to take.
外星人 就像树 Alien like a tree.
我们要么被研究 被驯化 We must be explored and domesticated.
要么被毒死 被处理 被清除 Poisoned, approached, swept.
我们 最后的一批 Are we the last of those who retain power,
到底是拥有力量 还是无法自保啊？ or the first of those who are defenceless?
两名宇航员钻进舱口 来到舱口下面的 Under the hatchway into which two astronauts enter
实验室 there is a laboratory.
巨大的房间装满了仪器 A huge room filled with machines
监听着来自外太空的声音 listening to the sounds from outer space.
只有那台被闲置了 Only one of the oldest machines,
好多年的老设备 which has remained idle for decades,
可以读出那个 宇航员从骑师那里得来的 can read out what is inside the container
容器里面的内容 which the astronauts got from a rider.
那是一本日记 更确切的说是一张张半透明金属盘 It is a diary, or rather a series of semitransparent plates
主要内容似乎是用摄像机拍摄 featuring scenes as if taken with a camera.
影像最开始呈现的是一艘飞行中的宇宙飞船 The opening plates show the flight of a spacecraft
驾驶员无法控制飞船 the pilots lose control over the spacecraft
坠毁在山里 which crashes in the mountains.
这一部分只有很少的片段得以保留 Only a small fragment of this recording remained.
我看见了 I can see!
宇航员们 从损坏的驾驶舱艰难的爬出 The astronauts clamber out of the battered cockpit.
外面群山环绕 大气也不适于呼吸 They are amidst mountains and the atmosphere is unbreathable.
飞行指挥官O'Tamor的尸体 They leave the dead body
被留在了驾驶舱附近 of the flight commander O'Tamor near the cockpit.
他们从舰体里开出探索车 They wheel out land rovers
然后开车下山了 from their rocket and they ride downhill.
其中一个宇航员托马斯 受伤了 One of the astronauts, Thomas,is injured.
剩余的舰体沿着他们的行进方向 The other rocket following their course
撞到了山上 爆炸了 crashes in the mountains and explodes.
其他的人 Remogners pursuers 还有朋友们 都死在里面了吗？ Were those who died in it, the Remogners, pursuers or friends?
这个星球是典型的地球地貌 This planet is an ideal image of Earth.
这也是为什么 它被选做新生活的开始 That is why it has been chosen for the beginning of new life.
探索车朝着大海驶去 But the land rovers heading for the sea
路过一片巨大的废墟 run across a huge heap of debris
非常像是某种建筑 reminiscent of some architectural form,
就像很久以前 这里存在过文明一样 as if a civilization existed here in the past.
当他们接近废墟的时候 While they are near the ruins,
托马斯的体温升高 精神错乱了 Thomas's temperature goes up and he becomes delirious.
他看到死去宇航员们的幻影 He's seeing phantoms:The dead astronauts,
他看到0'Tamor和Remogners靠近 0'Tamor and the Remogners are coming close,
过来抓他 coming to capture him.
O'Tamor掩护着 Remogners想用锁链锁他 O'Tamor defends him.The Remogners want to chain him.
来吧 Come on!
O'Tamor说的没错 我们可以呼吸 O'Tamor was right.We can breathe.
我们可以活下去 We shall live...
等等 Wait!
你还记得人是怎么降生的吗？ Do you remember a man being born?
天父赋予他一颗有着各种可能性的种子 The father endows him with seeds of every possibility.
他要自己来培育 What every man nurtures in him
可以看着它在身体里成长最后结果 will watch it grow in him and bring him fruits.
如果它是植物性的，他就会成为植物 If it is vegetal, he will be a plant;
如果是动物性的，那他就会成为动物 if it is sensual,he will be an animal;
如果是理性的，那他很可能会成为神学家 if it is rational,his being will become divine;
最后 如果它是智性的 finally if it is intellectual,
那他会成为天使或者人之子 he will be an angel or the son of man.
也许现在是时候宣布 共和国已经四面楚歌 Maybe the time is to say that the Republic is in real danger,
因为竟要靠我们这样的懦夫来捍卫勇气 that we are cowards who have to defend courage,
捍卫性 捍卫意识形态 捍卫肉体之美和对爱的探究 sex, consciousness,carnal beauty, quest of love.
如果赢得了这一切 也许英雄的命运终将成就 Winning that may become a heroic destiny after all.
但是这样的说辞只能证明我们有多可悲 But to utter these words is to demonstrate how sad we are,
因为我们中最强大的信徒们 because the strongest believers among us
多年来一直在宣传恐惧 have spent their years on talking about fear,
阳痿 愚蠢 丑陋 利己主义还有冷漠 impotence, stupidity, ugliness,self-love and apathy...
尽管我们试图 although we have thus attempted
严肃的对待这一现实 to take an austere view of this reality
也仅能保证苟且的活着 may depend on a decent life,
我们的工作 our work,
我们的荣誉 our honor
这些都限制了我们去探索 which permits us to express no more
井底之蛙 只顾眼前 than what we ourselves have seen.
的确 It was...
你还没有回答我 I did not hear your answers.
我觉得任何信号都不可能穿越 I don't believe that any signal could penetrate
覆盖这个星球的辐射带 the radiation belt enveloping this planet.
坠落的时候 会有闪光划过平原 While falling,they flashed across a plain.
-别拉！ -电波一有回应我们就有救了 -Don't pull! -The wave returned and we caught it.
他们就站在我身边 They stood over me...
O'Tamor是活死人 他要带我走 O'Tamor was walking dead...To take me along...
也许有什么东西反射回来了 Maybe what gets reflected and returns
不仅是电磁波 is not only an electromagnetic wave,
还有生物粒子汇聚的死亡图景 but also bions making up the image of the dead...
-别拉！ -你不清醒了！ -Don't pull! -You are delirious!
你说的我都懂 I know that whatever you say
必须保有哪怕微弱的真相 must carry at least a grain of truth
只因你能够让它大白于天下 just because you are capable of saying it.
让他躺下！ Put him down!
不要忘记我们逃离了什么 Don't forget what we escaped,
只是一次又一次逃离我们因信仰而应得的惩罚 just to repeat with impunity what we believe in.
别忘了 Don't forget.
你所说的都是真相 Whatever you say is the truth,
除非你是 unless you say it...
在利用我们 to impose your will upon us.
反正我什么都不相信 I don't believe in anything.
如果你说你信 那就反观一下自身 If you say it,you look into yourself.
你又不是瞎子 You are not blind.
这就是为什么你在这里和我们一起逃命 That is why you are here with us running away.
没错 你要死了 兄弟 Yes, you are dying, brother.
不管怎么样 要我说 一切都是真相 After all, there is truth in everything I say,
只要我有能力去阐明 if I am capable of expressing it.
自由是存在的 它躺在黑暗之中 Freedom exists and is lying in darkness...
它转身 逃脱黑暗的诱惑 It turns away from the lust of darkness
屈身向着对光明的渴望 to lean towards the lust of light.
它用永恒的信念拥抱光明 It embraces light with its everlasting will.
而黑暗拼尽全力 试图夺取自由之光 And darkness strives to capture the light of freedom,
但它做不到 but it cannot do that,
因为黑暗的中心 它自身的渴望 because it is centered on its own lust...
很快又被黑暗占领 and turns to darkness again.
起风了 夜晚降临 The wind rises.The night is falling.
蒙蒙细雨转为暴雨倾盆 The drizzle turns into a downpour
而暴雨又升级为飓风 and the downpour escalates into a hurricane.
Thomas快死了 Thomas is dying.
他死之前 Martha恳求能一个人留下来陪他 Before he dies, Martha implores to be left alone with him.
她爱他 她紧紧抓住他 She loves him.She clings to him.
她用自己的身体保护他 She protects him with her body.
附近的河水暴涨 冲毁了河床 The nearby river is rising and breaks its bunks.
洪水来了 It's a flood.
Martha!
我们得转移 留在这儿都得死 We have to be moving.We cannot survive here.
除非找到我们本来的着落点 那片海岸 No chance, until we reach the seashore where we were to land.
走吧 Come on.
不！ 不！ No! No!
你病了 我们得抬着你走 You are sick.You'll have to be carried.
关了 我告诉你关掉 你个蠢货 Turn it off, I am telling you,turn it off, you silly.
海！ The sea!
我看见海了！ I see the sea!
George,
Thomas比在地球上长得快 Thomas is growing up faster than he would on Earth.
才六个月 已经和一岁的孩子差不多高了 At the age of six months, he is of the height of a one year old baby.
George，有没有可能我们死了 孩子一个人被丢下 George, can it be that we will die out and he will be left alone?
听着 Martha Listen, Martha,
现在是雨季，会一直下雨 it is a rainy season.It will keep raining.
六个月的等待是很漫长的 Six months of waiting is a long time,
你可能暴毙，我们也可能暴毙 you may perish, we may perish,
然后 and then...
Martha 我说的对吗？ Martha, am I right?
对 Yes.
我把Martha和Peter的摄像机都拿来了 I've taken the cameras of Martha and Peter.
他们不用再为拍摄我们的境遇而烦恼了 They no longer bother to record what is happening to us.
我把他们的记忆融合成一体 融合成我的 I have fused their memories into one, mine.
我抹除了不相干的素材 只保留了重要部分 I erase irrelevant pieces.I keep the gist.
只有拍摄 对我来说是有意义的 Only this recording makes sense to me.
我必须小心 I must be careful.
他们损耗了那么多 It costs them so much.
而我只损耗了一点点 为什么 It costs me so little.Why?
只因为一无所有 Nothing at all.
我什么都不要求 什么都不相信 I don't demand anything.I don't believe in anything.
我只相信完美的自由 我们的 我的自由 I believe only in perfect freedom,ours, mine.
Peter很久很久以前说过 Peter says that long, long ago,
我应该去做僧侣 I could be a monk,
因为我还没长大 就已经老了 because I am not yet a man,but I am already old.
如果有谁会忘记我们之所以在此的原因 If one is to forget why we are here,
那这个人一定就是我自己 one is like this.I am.
在世界的沉思中迷失的不是我们 For it is not us that are lost in contemplation of the world.
是世界在我们的沉思中迷失了 It is the world that is lost in our contemplation.
哦 地球！ Oh, Earth!
你不想跟我学吗 Tom？ You don't wish to learn with me, Tom?
不学这些我也能活 I can breathe without this.
地球是什么样的？ What is Earth really like?
到底是什么样的？老头子？ What is it, old man?
地球就像我对你的感觉一样 Earth is what I feel for you.
你活着 可我父亲死了 You are alive.My father died.
Martha 跟我聊聊 Martha, talk to me,
Martha 说话啊！ Martha, say something!
好 Yes.
Martha 闭嘴 Martha, keep silent.
Martha 笑 Martha, laugh.
Martha 哭 Martha, cry.
Martha 起舞 Martha, dance,
起舞！ dance!
Martha 起舞 Martha, dance,
起舞！ dance!
只有信 人才能够思考 You can think only if you believe.
没有信仰就没有思想 There is no thought without faith.
只有有信仰的人才拥有思想 Only the one who has faith has thoughts.
所以 人 必须知道什么是信仰 Thus one must want to know faith.
而信仰必须有所本 You can believe only if you have roots.
有所本的人 才能去信 Only the one can believe who has roots of his own.
所以 人 必须知道什么是本 Thus one must want to know the roots.
而本 取决于你的所为 You can have your roots only if you act.
有所为 才有所本 The one who acts has roots.
所以 人 必须有所为 Thus one must want to know action.
这儿 一切都和地球一样 Here, everything is as on Earth.
一样混乱 一样缺少真相 The same chaos,the same absence of truth.
-全是谎言 -你爱她 -The same lie. -You love her.
爱是渴望 被一个人全身心的吸引 To love is to want to be absorbed entirely by somebody.
爱是去感受 对一个人的全部责任 To love is to feel entirely responsible for somebody.
当然你也可以只要淫欲 不要爱 You can also take lasciviously,without love.
如果这样 这个词儿就没有任何意义 In that case,this word carries no meaning.
它成了恶与恨 It turns into evil and hate.
但是我们千辛万苦到这里 不是为了彼此憎恨 But we have arrived here in order not to hate anybody.
你怎么能如此安于现状 How can you be so happy here,
-你在这里什么都没有 -我有你 -you who have nothing here. -I have you.
你有我们 我们有的 你也都有 You have us,you have what we have,
有的只是 一无所有 一无所有！ which means nothing.Nothing! Nothing!
George,
你连自卫都不会了 you don't even defend yourself.
地球啊！ Oh Earth!
Peter!
我在这儿找到他的 I found him here.
一天 死亡天使来到所罗门王面前 One day when the Angel of Death came to Solomon
他看着自己的朝臣 he looked at one of his courtiers.
朝臣问“这是什么？” "Who is that?" the courtier asked.
“死亡天使”所罗门回答 "The Angel of Death",replied Solomon.
“死亡天使来拜访我了，” "It seems he has looked at me.
那么告诉风，把我带到印度去吧。” So tell the wind to take me from here and carry me to India".
所罗门真的去了印度 And Solomon did it.
死亡天使说： Then the Angel of Death said:
“我出于好奇，关注他很久了，” "I was looking at him for such a long time, because I wondered.
“是我命令他将灵魂从印度送到这里的。” For I ordered him to deliver his soul from India.
这期间 他在你们这儿的宫廷之上。” Meanwhile he is here at your side,in your court.”
这是真的！ It is true!
我会怀你的孩子 你的 I will have your baby.Yours.
那会是我最后的孩子 It will be my last baby.
现在 你什么都不要说 Say nothing for a while.
这次 我想享受一下自我的平静 I want to be at peace with myself this time.
帮我 Help me.
你一直不让我为你书写图腾 现在可以吗？ So far you haven't let me paint you.Can I do it now?
你本可以杀死他的 杀死Peter You could have killed him.Peter.
当他第一次想要和我亲近的时候 The moment he wanted to be with me alone for the first time.
是个女孩 A girl...
我看见他们了 I see them...
所有人 All...
对 就像一切 Yes, like everything...
也许不是 Not exactly...
我也不知道是什么 I did not understand, either.
但是黑暗来临了 But it's dark here.
你回来了 You are back.
母亲呢？ And the Mother?
母亲死了？你也会死吗？ Mother is dead? Will you die too?
会的 Yes.
-像母亲一样？ -对 -Like Mother? -Yes,
对 Yes,
如今 虽然语无伦次 我还是要说 Still, I will say it.Perhaps incoherently.
我 是自由的 I, a free man,
我 是从容镇定的 an unimpassioned man,
我受伤了 就像受伤的野兽 I am wounded,wounded like an animal.
我遭遇了像野兽 像Peter那样的... I suffer like an animal,like Peter...
我带给自己的只有混乱 What I brought along with me was chaos.
所有秩序 所有欢愉 所有明确的 平静的 都没了 Any order, any cheerfulness,clarity, tranquility have gone.
随着她的死，噩梦来临，不仅是梦的噩梦 As if with her death a nightmare has come without dreaming,
是无法感知醒的 不醒的噩梦， a dream without wake,a wake without sense.
我一直认为 世界的目光 I was taught that the eye of the world
在注视着我们 which is watching me
就如同我们注视着这个世界的目光一样 is the same eye with which I am watching the world.
这目光里没有欢愉 没有恶 This eye is neither cheerful nor evil...
没有感觉 也没有期待 neither feeling nor expectant.
就像水一样 一视同仁 It is indifferent like water.
我将一直 尽可能的保持这样的目光 I will stay with it for as long as I can.
我要去山里 I will go to the mountains,
去寻找他们用得上的矿藏 looking for metal ores which they will use.
我会保持思考 I will be thinking.
保持思考 I'll be thinking.
我感到 我会消解在你 I will feel melted in you,
在石头 oh rock,
在草里... oh grass...
我感到 I will feel.
我感到 你以非人而透明的状态 存在于我身体内 I will feel in me your non-human translucence.
太冷酷了 Complete cool.
我谁也不是 I am nobody.
我鄙视争强好胜 I have despised the belligerents.
而现在 我自己 活该被鄙视 Now I,I myself deserve contempt,
因为我现在正和自己 拼的你死我活 because I am fighting against myself.
这是一种折磨 但 这种折磨 不着边际 There is suffering, but there is no subject of suffering.
这是有所为 但 这种有所为 漫无目的 There is action, but there is no subject of action.
这里有慰藉 但是却 无人可及 There is solace, but there is no man to reach it.
这里有路 但是却 无人识得 There is a road, but there is no one to follow it.
你回来了 老头子 You are back again, Old Man.
请 Please,
-跳支舞吧 -你又回来了！ -go on dancing. -You are back again!
我是Ada Martha最后的女儿 I am Ada, Martha's last daughter.
为什么你不会死呢？ Why would you never die?
你怎么就不死呢？ Why would you not die?
你怎么就不明白 你知道你 你自己给我们的是什么吗？ Why would you not understand what you yourself have given to us?
为什么你不存在于已存在？ Why are you not in what exists?
为什么你总在他处，那个什么都不存在的他处？ Why are you elsewhere,where nothing exists?
什么都没有！ Nothing!
彼时繁衍之母Martha And then fertile mother Martha
在天堂 伴着明月 产下惊雷 begot a thunder with the Moon in heaven.
惊雷的强大 远胜Thomas 她因此欣喜若狂 And she indulged in pleasure to have him stronger than Thomas.
于是她乘着洪流傲视归来 并产下了鱼 And so she returned swept by the flood and begot fishes,
并产下了深林里的动物 and animals in forests...
而Peter给我地方定居 给我们生的理由与弯弓 And Peter gave us places to settle and reason and the bow...
而你 在这里 只知道让我们回忆 Being here you told us always to remember.
你为何总是一言不发？ Why don't you ever say anything?
哦 地球！ Oh Earth!
地球啊！ Earth!
老头子说了： The Old Man said:
哦 地球！ Oh! Earth!
我想更多的拍摄我自己 I want to record myself more often.
不 不！ No! No!
来啊 那个泰然自若无动于衷的人 Come you, who are poised motionless,
但 这个无时无刻 不断靠近我的又是谁 but who are getting closer to me every hour.
她感知火 She feels the fire.
她侍奉火 She serves the fire.
她把自己献给我 She gives herself to me,
因为 火于我的股掌 because I control the fire...
我视你为圣 圣降临了 I am consecrated to you,who have arrived.
我可以嫁给他 他们都怕我 也怕他 I could marry him.They are afraid of me and him,
因为我扮演Martha 扮演你 也扮演雨 because I play Martha,and you and the rain.
爱我吧 Love me.
我爱万物 I love everything.
说话啊！ Say something!
说！ Say something!
说话！ Say something!
我诅咒你 I curse you
我以“老头子”之名诅咒你 in the name of the Old Man.
说话啊！ Say something!
-说话啊！ -杀 杀了他 -Say something! -Kill. Kill him.
“老头子”在为你祷告 The Old Man is praying for you.
他想画些什么 因为忘记了如何书写 Something he wanted to draw,for he has forgotten writing.
也许是恶 Maybe evil?
恶 Evil.
原谅我吧 Forgive me.
不要拍现在的我 Don't look at me in this picture,
如此装容 如此落魄 in this garb,in this degradation.
你本来不用寻找我 You would not look for me,
难道你还没找到我吗！ had you not found me!
好好地拍摄吧 Record it carefully,
你拍摄的可是 半神-半兽 for you are recording a half-God-animal.
你对地球一样感到恐惧吗，George? Did you feel the same fear on Earth, George?
-将临节就是来源于此？ -对 -That's the source of the advent? -Yes.
-你还会回来这里吗？ -没有人会回到没有的地方 -Will you go back there? -Nobody returns nowhere,
我跟你说过很多次了 I told you many times.
你最后也没有必要说大实话啊 You do not have to say the truth to the end.
你是“老头子” 告诉我你是怎么通晓一切的？ You are the Old Man.But tell me how you know all that?
因为永恒 Because eternity
就意味着同时拥有着一切 Ada is the state of simultaneous possession of everything, Ada.
我是Thomas二世 老Thomas的儿子 I am Thomas ll,the son of Old Thomas.
应该是Thomas三世 Thomas the third.
我不明白您这么说是什么意思 I don't understand when you speak like this.
没人了解您 包括Ada Nobody understands you,not even Ada.
我们不敢面见您 很久了 We are afraid to see your face for too long.
我不会反对你的 Thomas三世 I cannot oppose you,Thomas the third.
这个地方越来越 封闭 煎熬 沮丧 This place is ever more stuffy,impatient and wistful.
因为您是“老头子” Because you are the Old Man.
赐福我吧 “老头子” Bless me, Old Man.
如何赐福？ How?
前代Thomas 不思进取 Old Thomas was sluggish.
他从未想过 去开疆拓土 He did not try to enlarge the country where we live.
他不知道一山还有一山高 He did not want to know what is beyond and beyond,
就好像 他怕 as if he was afraid...
一旦 大海消亡 Tomorrow the sea will be quiet
我们就会到另一边去 and we are crossing to the other side.
那里 海的那一边 有什么东西在白日忽现 There,on the other side,something is looming on bright days.
如果没有海的那一边呢？ What if there is no other side?
一定有 There must be.
你说的没错 You are right.
我总是忘记 我是那个知晓一切的人 It is I who always forget that I know everything,
但其实 我什么都不懂 but I don't understand anything.
-你想见Martha吗？ -不 我不需要 -Do you want to see Martha? -I don't need to.
我信 I believe
圣母Martha 创造了这个世界的全部 that mother Martha had created all parts of the world,
所以 我们必须去探索全部 这全部都是我们的 and we must explore them,because they are for us.
你在这儿做什么 Ada? What are you doing here, Ada?
斥责我吧 “老头子” Be angry with me, Old Man.
孩子 孩子 听我说 Child, child,you are not listening to me.
我知道了 我知道了 你并非知晓一切 I know, I know.You cannot say everything.
你会回来这里的 You will go back there.
别胡说了 Stop raving.
-你是我的女儿 -我们都是你的孩子 - You are my daughter.- We all are your children
是你 教我们懂得 明辨是非 and you showed us what is good and what is bad.
告诉我 我们为什么被驱逐出地球？ Tell me why we were expelled from Earth?
我 I;
我好美 I am beautiful.
我 我好年轻 I, I am young-
我可以做别人做不到的事 I can do what nobody can do.
愿人类与你同在 May the blessing of the humans be with you.
拿过来 Give it.
够了 Enough.
这里保存的只是记忆的碎片 Only the shreds of memory remained.
海的另一边 On the other side,
我们找到了 we found it.
那里有庞大的聚落 There are huge settlements,
像蜂箱一样的城市 a city like a beehive...
所有人都死了 那里 那里 Everybody perished. There... there...
有怪兽 Monsters...
他们有翅膀 黑色的 They have wings...Black...
一只眼睛 One central eye...
他们会飞 就在我后面 They are flying, flying after me...
来毁灭 To destroy,
毁灭人类 destroy the humans...
他们带来了死亡 They are carrying death...
主人 主人！ Master, Master!
主人！ Master.
起风了？ It's the wind?
主人 主人 别走 Master... Master...Don't go...
我比你更优秀 I am better than you
这也是为什么 我以后可以扮演你 and that is why I will be able to play you.
地球 Earth,
地球 地球 Earth, Earth.
地球 啊 地球！ Oh Earth! Oh Earth!
人民 在欢庆！ People, rejoice!
“老头子”要走了 The Old Man is leaving.
人民！ People!
和自己的女儿上床 是可以被容许的吗？ Is it allowed to take one's own daughter to bed?
如果 亲兄弟抢夺兄弟的财产 If a brother takes the property of his brother,
是不是应该剁手？ should his hand be cut off?
是不是每天都应该喂养死亡 还是只有节日可以？ Should the dead be given food every day, or only on holiday?
如果孩子的生日就是节日 那如果孩子是个瞎子呢？ Is the birth of a baby a holiday,even if the baby is blind?
我不知道 I don't know,
我不知道 I don't know.
-我什么都不知道 -不 她没病 - Don't I know anything! - No, she is not ill.
她只是用欲望击败了真相 She is the victory of desire over truth.
而病的那一个 病人是那个扮演的人 And the sick one, the sick one is the one who is playing.
是演员病了 因为他在自己内部寻找你的角色 The actor is sick, because he is looking for you in himself.
而他太丑了 尽管他 能看 能感觉 And he is ugly,although he can see and feel.
他不可能被爱 所以 他的脸扭曲了 So he will not be loved.So he wrings his face
他就是像是美的反面 and he is like a bad mirror for beauty.
而演员应该是战胜丑陋的胜者 The actor is the victory of ugliness
世界上最美的存在 over the beauty of the world.
你听见了吗？ Do you hear?
你听见了吗？你听见了吗？ Do you hear? Do you hear?
他们在飞 They are flying,
飞 飞 flying, flying,
来啊！ coming!
来吧 Come,
你这个残忍的神！ you bloodthirsty God!
他 一个人 身着半宇航员半神的奇怪衣服 Alone, in his bizarre suit of half-astronaut, half-god,
George 来到了多年前在山里坠毁的飞船 George has reached the rocket which crashed in the mountains years ago.
O'Tamor的尸体依然躺在那儿 就像什么都没发生过一样 O'Tamor's body is still lying there,as if nothing has happened.
费了好大劲儿 George才找到传送器 With his lust effort,George finds the container
他要把他录制的东西都放进去 in which he will put the report that he has recorded
发生在他 在他们 在所有人身上的一切 on what happened to him,to them, to the people here.
他对准外空的小型飞船 He will aim the mini-rocket across space.
在他发射前 Before he blasts it off,
在他将记忆光碟小心的安放之前 before he deposits in it the last memory plate,
他最后录下了自己的脸 热泪盈眶 he is recording his face on it.And tears.
地下通道里 两名宇航员看完了George的日记 In the tunnel where the two astronauts have watched George's diary,
影片播完了 周围死一样的安静 the screens flicker out,and silence sets in.
“这肯定是发送给老地球的。” "It must be dispatched to the Old Earth"
年长的宇航员说 the senior astronaut says.
他紧盯着坐在一旁 呆如木鸡的年轻宇航员 He glances at the junior one who is sitting tense, self-absorbed.
“让我们重新加入他们 那个大家庭”年轻的宇航员说 "Let's go back to them, home,"says the junior one,
“让我们与他们欢聚 起舞 庆祝我们还活着” "let us rejoice with them, dance,celebrate that we are alive".
“你怎么哭了？”年长的宇航员问 "Why are you crying?",asks senior
“因为 我不知道我是谁” "Because I don't know who I am".
他平静的打开头上的舱门 He silently opens the hatchway above their heads.
风 悄然吹入地下通道 Wind sneaks into the tunnel passage
随风悄然而入的 是一个女孩 and a girl sneaks in with the wind.
她就是那个跟Thomas一起死掉的女孩 She is the same girl who died with Thomas
海边的Thomas二世 the second on the seashore.
她也不完全是她 但她一直在努力模仿自己 So she is not the same, but she is always resembling herself.
跟随女孩进来的 还有几名武士 Following her into the tunnel come warriors,
一个个张弓搭箭。 stringing their bows.
很多年以后 一艘新的飞船来到了 Many years after,a new spacecraft is arriving
降落在当年George的飞船坠毁的地方 at the same spot where George's rocket crashed.
这艘更加先进的飞船 缓缓着陆 It is more advanced and it is landing softly.
一个男人 Mark 走出飞船 One man, Mark gets off the spacecraft.
他对着安装在飞船上的 He speaks to the microphones and camera
麦克风和录影机镜头说道： lens mounted on the rocket's fuselage:
“一切都与失而复得的备忘录里说的一样” "All is as in the retrieved memo package. "
他瞥了一眼 George那张已经石化的脸 He glances at George's petrified face.
“他们真美”他说 "They are beautiful" he says,
“还有点搞笑 复古 "a little funny, old-fashioned.
我专程来和大家相聚了” I am coming down to a rendezvous with people. "
这时 耳机传来嗡嗡声 There is a crackling noise in his headphones.
“我怎么样？”Mark回复“我很好啊” "How am I doing?", Mark replies,"I am fine."
“不要 成为你。要相信 你并不存在？ 好主意！” Not to be with you, believe that you do not exist? Good idea!
“但愿平安无事 吻Aza” May it not hurt. Kisses for Aza...
说完 他断开了连接。 He breaks off the connection.
Mark从山坡上滑下来 Mark is descending from the mountains.
在山脚 At the mountains'feet,
在可以呼吸的空气中 一群人拥了过来 where breathing is possible a crowd is swarming.
他们是僧侣 They are monks,
他们多少世代以来 一直仰望着无法逾越的山峰 for generations gazing at inaccessible peaks
那是George消失的地方，而此时Mark从天而降 where George has gone and where from Mark is descending now.
他们都在等他 They have been waiting for him
因为预言称 在某一刻 一个崭新的 because the prophecy says that in due time a new,
年轻的神--征服者 会降临 young God will come, the Victor,
他将救所有人逃离恐惧 the one who will liberate the people from the terror
被称作屙人的丑陋大鸟 所威胁的恐惧 of the hideous evil big birds called the Sherns,
那是一种难以想象的残忍怪兽 the inconceivable and cruel monsters
他们从海的那一边飞来 奴役了所有人 which flew from across the sea and turned the people into slaves.
“拜托 我可不是什么救世主”Mark大笑着说 "Come on, I am not a Savior" Mark laughs
“我和你们一样 只是普通人” "I am human like you."
僧侣长老会心一笑 说道： The father superior smiles slyly:
“那只是因为你以为自己是。” "Because you want it this way".
僧侣们欣喜如狂 并非因为低层人民尊奉他们 It is not the faith of these downgraded people that enraptures Mark,
而是因为“新神”消息一传开 马上就爆发了起义 but the uprising which breaks out at the news of his arrival.
屙人的大军都是 The Sherns'army
半人生物 由屙人与人类女性交配而生 are half-human creatures which the Sherns beget with women.
他们被称作渣子 They are called Marques.
他们凶残 健壮 口不能言 They are beastly, strong and dumb.
他们被创造出来专门镇压抵抗 不停战斗 They put up stiff resistance.Battles multiply.
最近的一次大战 就在海滨 The last of the battles takes places on the seashore
那里有一处人类定居点隐藏在地下 where a human settlement is huddled under the ground
而那里正是大祭司Malahuda所居住的地方 and where the high-priest Malahuda lives.
大祭司在哪？Malahuda在哪？ Where is the high-priest?!Where is Malahuda?!
我们是来朝贡的...起义军的先锋... We come to pay tribute...In the lead of the uprising...
-并负责确认...征服者是否真的... -是否 -And check... If this is the victor... -If,
是否 是否... if, if...
把他抓住 绑起来 行刑... Grab him, bind him up,punish him...
我该宰了你 I should have killed you.
不能让他们看到你受伤了 大人 They mustn't see you wounded, sir.
快！ Hurry!
我们会找到那个高个叛徒的 他本应该半路来迎接的 We shall find the high traitor who has not come to meet half way.
您未婚妻的父亲 大人 The father of your fiancee, sir,
未婚妻 您会爱上她的 因为她是您上天注定的 whom you will fall in love with,because she is your destiny.
-滚开！ -然后 就能清楚谁才是对的 -Begone! -Then we will see who was right,
是那个在山里等待了几个世纪的人 the one who for centuries had waited in the mountains,
还是谦卑顺从奉献自己的人！ or the one who had humbled himself and served!
出去！ Get out!
我不知道自己是谁，认清自己绝非轻而易举 Nor did I realize what I was or what I could learn with ease.
这让我想起 我曾试图 What remained was the ease
凭借自己的智慧 of using my own intelligence
去寻找成年的秘密 which was searching out an adult aim,
那是多么的少年意气 while I was still an adolescent.
想要破解自我 却功败垂成 这是多么愚蠢的事啊 The most stupid thing is to fail to understand one's own charm.
-你是谁？ -我们是演员 大人 圣人 -Who are you? -We are actors, sir, saints.
我们不参与战争，也不会去送死 We must not take part in battles nor die with people...
并且从不跨出大门半步 我们只侍奉 大人 nor cross the thresholds.We serve, sir.
您是人类 You are human.
太好了 我可以取悦你 It's good.I can play you.
你为什么哭啊 孩子？ Why are you crying, child?
我们的地下王国 大人 Our underground state, sir...
我们聚居此地几个世纪了 就是为了庆祝 您的到来 给我们希望 where we have gathered for centuries to celebrate the promise of your coming.
宗派在此得以建立 有轻生者 持鞭自刑者... Sects were established here of suicides and flagellants...
诗人 还有反圣像者...在这里 僧侣写就预言 poets and iconoclasts...Here the monks wrote prophesies.
地上是无尽的黑暗 与人的灵魂同色 Up there was the abyss of darkness,so dark as the soul of man...
因为人的灵魂屈服于屙人，甚至为此狡辩... For the soul of man accepts the Shern,justifies his actions...
说起他来 如同大梦得觉 talks to him as if it was dreaming awake.
这是您的礼拜堂 大人 This is your church, sir...
大人 他们出来了！ Sir, they are moving out!
他们太愚蠢了 But they are ridiculous.
毫无防备 Defenceless.
毫无防备 就是强敌 A defenceless is strong,
好就是坏 漂亮 蠕虫 good is bad,beautiful-in worms.
这就是全部？结束了？ Is that all, the end?
叫Aviya的屙人 没有抓到 大人 The Shern Aviya has not been caught, sir.
现在 援兵正在从海那边飞过来呢 Now reinforcements will fly from across the sea.
Mark拜访了大祭司 Mark visits the high-priest
大祭司移交权力给Mark 并和他谈起自己的女儿lhezal who hands over power and tells him about his daughter lhezal
大祭司奉Mark为圣 并祭拜了“老头子” consecrated to the victor and the cult of the Old Man.
年轻的战士Yeret 深爱着lhezal The young warrior Yeret is in love with lhezal.
“是我 与屙人交涉 "It was me who talked to the Sherns,
是我求他们减少贡品 begging them to reduce the size of tribute.
是我为人类的生存力争 I bargained for human lives
也是我尽可能控制住局面 所谓的无法无天 and I tried hard to grasp the meaning of lawlessness,
他们那套无理的生存逻辑”Malahuda说。 the absurdity of their way of life" says Malahuda.
他累了 “信仰已经油尽灯枯” 他说 He is tired. "The faith is coming to an end" - he says -
“既然你来了 真实即将开始” "since you have come.Now reality is beginning".
唯我一人 I am alone.
一个王子 在凄寒的房间 而凄寒的房间又在 凄寒的空间 A prince in the middle of an icy room built in icy space.
这是我自找的空间 I carry my own space in me.
在错误的时间 我将它 置于了错误的地方 I am carrying it to an absurd country at an absurd time.
就像这整个世界 巨大的世界 还有我内在的世界 As if the entire world,the big one and the one inside me
融合为自身恨意的幻影 merged into a hateful vision of their bodies
试图在彼此之间找寻意涵 looking for meaning in one another,
找寻自身无法给予的意涵 the meaning which the bodies cannot accommodate.
这儿不能看 大人 Do not look there, sir.
屙人抓走了孩子 孩子们被... The Sherns caught children.They did to them...
母亲们说 Their mothers said
屙人们想要看看人类身体内的恶魔 that the Sherns wanted to see a demon inside a human being
-并想看看灵魂是怎么样离开躯体的... -这种行为你能忍受吗？ -to see how the soul leaves the body... -And you put up with that?
他们是无法理喻的啊 大人 There is no way to understand them, sir.
渣子们说他们的关系是富有诗意的 The Morques say that their nearness is poetic nearness.
但是这里臭死了！ But it stinks here!
不要笑 大人 Don't laugh, sir.
屙人都有一只眼 The Sherns have each an eye in the centre
在他们前额中心 他们交谈也用眼睛 of their foreheads and they speak with that eye.
安静 他们在说话 Keeping silent, they speak,
他们说 这东西真美 they say that this is beautiful:
我们是有缺陷的 他们说 We are defective, they say.
我们无法引导我们自身的魔 We cannot direct the evil in ourselves,
-强迫也没用 -他们会杀你 -nor the force. -They are killing you.
敷衍了事 Perfunctorily.
你不明白 他们为什么屠杀了很多人 You won't understand why they let some live,
但又留着一些不杀 while exterminating others.
-你没跟他们交涉过？ -他们不交涉 大人 -Didn't you negotiate with them? -They don't negotiate, sir.
除非他们需要女人的时候 Until they realized that they could take women,
他们曾占领这个地方 那时候他们还能飞 they had swarmed this place.At that time they still could fly.
现在 他们匍匐在附近 观察 Now they are lying around,watching.
他们正在玩他们自己的眼睛 我能感觉到 They play with that eye of theirs. We can feel it.
透过厚厚的墙 我感到了一丝不安 Across the thickest walls we feel anxiety.
-然后就是所有 -所有！ -Then we see everything. -Everything!
没有！没有！ Nothing! Nothing!
没有 大人 这里有一支科学家组成的教派 他们称 Nothing, sir. There is a sect of scientist who claim
他们并不存在于此 that they are not there,
说他们只是 从黑暗中召唤出的 that they are only a reflection of ourselves
自身的反射 called out from the dark.
他们是什么？ They are what?
我不知道 I don't know.
-你相信他们吗？ -不信 大人 -Do you believe them? -No, sir.
那你信我吗？ And do you believe in me?
你是谁？ Who are you?
人 A man.
白天领导 Hours of lead.
晚上领导 Nights of lead.
用心领导 心痛也是领导 Lead in the heart.The heartache turned into lead.
领导什么也不是 只是领导 Thoughts of lead, of nothing, of lead.
领导像癌症 吞噬着我 像虫子一样游荡 The lead cancer eating my body,fluid as an amoeba.
游荡在我的私欲里 An amoeba in my selfishness,
它有权寻找更加欢快的所在 in its right to search out the places of greater delight.
她在扮演一名女子 那个你来这儿时抛弃的女子 She's playing a woman sir,the one you had left to come here.
什么？！ What?!
你确实抛弃了她 大人 You did leave her, sir.
-那个你来这儿时抛弃的女子 -你怎么知道的？！ -The one you had left to come here.-How do you know?!
预言里写的 It's in the prophecy.
-忘却 忘却！ -什么？！ -Don't remember! -What?!
大祭司的女儿 大人 她请求您不要回去 The high-priest's daughter, sir. She is asking you not to return.
-不要回哪儿？ -不要回地球 大人 - Where?! - To Earth, sir.
恐惧于通奸和腐坏的征兆 Fear the signs of fornication,the signs of decay,
恐惧于那陨落的女人躯体上 盲目腐朽的征兆 the rotten signs of blindness on the fallen body of a woman...
不要怕 只是您还没有感知到 Don't fear what is, because there is only what you do not feel.
被真神玩弄于股掌之中的感觉 真是太可怕了！ It is terrible to be caught in the hands of the living God!
Aza!
-请呼唤我的名 大人 -Lhezal! -And thus I shall be called, sir. -Lhezal!
Aza!
我想独自回到山上 I want to go up the mountain and be left alone,
远离你们 without you.
我就知道你会来 I knew you would come.
如果你真是他们说的智慧生物 你肯定会好奇的 If you are an intelligent being,as they say, you are curious.
你肯定会想：这家伙是谁？他从哪来的？ You think: Who is that man? Where is he from?
我没要你的命 也不会揭穿你 I saved your life. I did not denounce you.
他们肯定会打死你 但是那样 我就不能分析你了 They would have beaten you dead and I would not have learned anything.
也许你可以通过意念和我聊聊 Maybe you will talk to me instead.
我会弄明白你是谁的 After all I will comprehend who you are.
我听到了 I hear.
我渐渐明白了 I am trying to understand.
你就是我 我就是你 You are me. I am you.
一切都是同一的 Everything is identical.
我向自己言说时 其实就是在跟你言说 Even when I think I am talking to myself, I am talking to you.
我向神言说时 其实也是在跟你言说 Even when I think I am talking to God, I am talking to you.
你就是入口 你就是通路 You are the gateway,you are the tunnel way,
你就是兆使与终结之光 you are the light of the ultimate threshold.
太扯淡了 This is bullshit.
怎能？ How? How?
何能？ What with?
到底是什么？ 我不明白 我不懂 What is this? I don't know this notion.I don't know this.
我无法理解 I don't comprehend this.
我们是兄弟 我们在一起 That we are brothers...that we together...
你改变了思维的轨道 You have changed the track of thought.
你曾近在咫尺 我曾... You've been only a step away. I have been...
如今我看到的只有闪示 Now I see only flashes...
你说...不... You say... No...
光... Light...
你为什么反复出现...神... Why do you repeat...God...
为什么是死亡 why death.
又为什么复生 Why resurrection.
回来！ Come back!
你幸存了 那是因为你没有靠近 You are the survival,because you are not closed,
因为那时你选择了自己的力量 because you resolve in your power the time
而我们是空气 是对立 是野兽 and the air and the contradiction that we are, the animals.
而我是野兽中的野兽 丛林中的狼 I am an animal among the animals. A wolf in the forest.
那个吞没了一切而唯一的人 The one who has devoured all is the only one.
而唯长存 他吞没了一切可怜虫 Only he endures.Those he has devoured are meagre.
必须让他们见血 One must bleed them
才能将噩梦掏出胸膛 to get the nightmare off the chest
才能将冰冷还回冰冷的王国 and to have cold return to the realm of cold.
太棒了 牛逼！ Excellent, excellent.
你是怎么知道的？为什么你重复着他的名？ How do you know? Why do you repeat her name?
Aza!
她凭借什么反对我？只有被我彻底征服 What does she hold against me? That she had succumbed to me,
她才会屈从于我吗？ while I have never entirely succumbed to her?
我什么时候才能彻底？ When am I entire?
我 在和黑暗的永久战斗中 I, in whom an eternal battle of darkness fights.
你 过来！ You, come here!
Aviy!
哦 Martha!...人民！ Oh Martha! ...People!
征服者！ The Victor!
继续讲啊...怪兽 Keep on talking to me...monster,
我操你妈的！ damn you!
别动它！ Leave it!
-绑起来 我要问话！ -你跟屙人搞过吗？ - Chain him. I will talk to him! - Were you alone in a Shern's company?
-是她抓住的 -也许神迹就要在她身上显现了！ - She caught him. - Maybe the signs will appear on her!
-够了！这里我说了算！ -大人 圣法说这种女人... - Enough! I give the orders here! - Sir, the law says that such woman...
我就是圣法 I am the law here.
由我来爱护她 她是我的 I take her in my care.She is mine.
我不知道什么是极乐 I didn't know what bliss is.
我不知道 放纵自我是什么滋味 I don't know how it is not to take responsibility for oneself.
这里的一切都属于您 大人 是你解放的 Everything here is yours, sir, you liberate.
直面征服者 感觉如何 笨蛋？ How do you feel facing the Victor, louse?
我会侍奉他直到大家一起完蛋 I shall serve him with all might until doom.
征服者不公... The Victor is unjust...
你被俘虏的恶念侵蚀了 You are standing over the captive evil.
望善得善果 Let the good be good,
即便苦难... even suffering...
是的 是的 是的 Yes, yes, yes.
我累了 I am tired,
-别说话！ -累了 - Hush! - Tired.
听着 Listen.
我被你征服了 我是你的 You've taken me. I am yours.
我终将奉献给您 纵使您没有出现 I would be consecrated to you even if you did not come.
那么任何人都可能拥有我 Then everybody would take me.
我可能成为宗寺的女人 I would be a woman of the temple
而我守护的孩子们可能会被杀死 and the children that I would bear would be killed.
你的一切我都接受 我就是你 I accept everything you do. I am you.
无论你是谁 I am what you are.
-你爱Yeret吗？ -除了你 我谁都不爱 - Do you love Yeret? - I love you. Nobody.
为了逃离受伤的心 我来到这里 I came here out of the frailty of the heart.
我被深爱的女人背叛了 对她来说 对她来说 I was betrayed by a woman I loved,the only one for whom...
什么都不重要了 for whom nothing seem to matter anymore.
就这样 我们被他人控制 Such is the power others have over us.
我为何所有？我为谁所有？... 我又为何？ What have I? Who have I... What am I?
一把尖刀 足以让黑色气球挣脱束缚 One blow with a knife was enough for a dark balloon to break loose
并开始飘行 这个行者 and begin to drift away and the traveller
迄今为止作茧自缚的行者 终于可以破茧而出 who thus far has built for him a cocoon out of air alone,
面对黑夜 他呼喊 saw the dark of the night and began to scream:
我在我自由的牢房 I am in the prison of my own freedom,
受监视的地狱 in the hell of the one who is watching...
我的爱给您 也给那个女人 I can afford to love you and that woman.
要信 Be.
不要怀疑！ Don't think!
它不会伤害我！ It will not hurt me!
然而我还活着！活着！ And yet I am alive! Alive!
你不能告诉任何人 这里发生的事 You must not tell anybody what happened here.
遵命 Yes.
-我刚才没多想 -没关系 大人 - I was mindless. - If you wish, sir.
-我太虚弱了 -是的 - I am weak. - Yes.
我是个人 I am a man...
来自地球 from Earth.
是我引您进入我的身体 I am the one who has taken you inside me.
我能感觉到两个您 大人 You are of two minds, sir.
一方面你还有未完成的使命 另一方面你已经在犹豫是否回去了 You have not finished your work,and you hesitate whether to go back.
我知道你想要找谁谈话 大人 I know who you want to talk to, sir.
我的父亲 他的权威妨碍了您 My father,to have him off your way
还有您的敌人 屙人Swiny and to Shern Swiny because he opposes you.
你不觉得丢脸吗？ Do you feel disgraced? Spurned?
我爱您 大人 绝不会有第二个 I love you, sir,as nobody ever will.
那个来自那里的人 来自信仰深处的人 One who has arrived from There,from the depth of faith.
来自超越生命 超越死亡 并复活的人 From beyond life, from beyond death and resurrection:
“老头子” 从今以后 不信他人 The Old Man. From today the absence of this faith
将受到严惩 will be punished with all severity...
不信之人我们视如敝履...信仰... Worthless are those who do not believe... The faithful...
如今 不管是屙人的复仇 Now either a retaliation by the Sherns...
还是我们跨海的怒火 or our fire across the sea...
祈愿屙人的脏手再也不碰我们的女人 May the white Shern hands never take our women away.
拿起武器 为了信仰！ To arms, you faithful!
向Yeret的军队致敬！向军人致敬！ To the troops of Yeret! To the troops!
我不知道你是否能明白 I am sure that you understand...
昨日的黑夜 战斗的炙热 而今不同了 Yesterday was the night, the heat of battle. Today it is different.
我想问你... I have come to ask you...
他们准备好跨海了 They are getting ready to cross the sea.
然后你们是非人的残忍东西 However cruel and inhuman you are,
那你们势必隐藏着什么真相 你们的真相... there must be some truth in you,your truth...
我很愿意跟你谈谈...他们告知了我你们犯下的罪行 I'd like to talk to you...They tell me about your crimes.
我也不知道... I don't know...
告诉我 Tell me
我们是否呈现了 从可见到不可见的转化？ if we reflect the transformation of the visible into the invisible?
我相信任何信仰和幻想的极端形式 I believed that any extremes of faith and illusion
都是不必要 也是不重要的 were equally unjustified and unimportant,
而在每个人内心深处 都有善念 and that in the depth of everybody,there is goodness.
“万物即真理” Everything is truth.
“真理的种子深埋于所有已知的存在” There is a grain of truth in everything what exists...
“我可以任意而为...任何人...” l am to do what I like...As anyone...
你的语气充满了藐视啊 You are saying it with such contempt.
我能感受到你的恨意 你满不在乎...为什么？ I can feel your hatred,indifference... Why?
“海的那边 城市 美丽 甜蜜 富足” Across the sea, the city is beautiful, sweet and rich.
我没问你这些 我是问你： I am not asking you about it.I am asking you this:
你说万物皆有名 You said that everything has a name,
皆有不可告人之理 那到底是什么？ an ulterior principle.What is the answer.
于一处所在 Where is the place
万物合而为一 真的吗？ where everything unites and becomes one. Does it become?
接着说 “它很美” Keep on talking.It's beautiful.
我一句都听不懂 我只感到恐惧 混乱 黑暗 I don't understand a word.I feel fear. Chaos. Darkness.
我能听见 是水在流动 不 是夜在转动 I can hear. It's the motion of water.No, of the night,
不 那是动之动 是意在念动 no, it's the motion of the motion,the motion of the will.
你到底想说什么？ What do you want to say?
“不合理 奴隶制” Irrationality. Slavery.
“一种传统人类杀人者的 客观事实”？ A kind of ritual human murders as the objective?
“残忍之毒”？“一切皆保守” Cruelty as a virtue? Inertia of the totality.
为什么要向我吐露这些？ Then why do you spit on me?
除了藐视 我什么都没有听出来 You give me nothing but contempt
而藐视我并不会助你逃离 and contempt can take you nowhere.
我能听到...它的力量 无尽的力量 控制着我 I can hear...its power over me is infinite.
这是谁的力量？谁的？！ Whose power? Whose power?!
你这只禽兽 You are an animal.
- 你又何尝不是你自己的禽兽 -你终于说话了！ - You are an animal and yourself. -So you talk!
不 是你听... No, it's you hear...
-你为什么开口了？ -因为你喂食于我 - So why are you taking? - Because you give me food.
那 你想不想活？ So, do you want to live?
我不知道 你觉得呢？我是活的吗？ I don't know. What do you think? Am I alive?
你是禽兽...你当然是活的... You are an animal...So you are alive...
对你来说 只有禽兽是活的吗？ Is it only the animal in you that is alive?
那 与禽兽同在的东西是活的吗？ What about that which lives through the animal?
我 我不知道 I, I don't understand.
你也是和我一样的禽兽 You are an animal and so am I.
我一直都是 而你不一定 I am consistent.You are not.
我是你内在的映射 I am a reflection of what is in you.
而你不是我内在的映射 You are not a reflection of what is in me.
我只想知道一件事 地球 那个你来自的行星 I want to know one thing only.Earth,the planet you come from.
-它是什么？ -星星 你知道的 一颗星星 - What is it? - A Star, you see? A star.
我不记得了 I forgot.
“他们骄傲自负 急于找死” Their conceit, rush to death,
“我的死亡 我在他们身上见证了自己” my death,for I see myself in them.
“她爱的狂热 刺穿了他” The image of her in the ecstasy of love... impaled on him,
“呼喊 你说 内在 抵达内在” screaming. You say... within.To get inside.
“有用的 一样的 内在是无穷的” To exerete. The same.Infinity is within.
“我无爱 爱是向内的...” I don't love.Loving is inward...
“非人 非物 非我” Not a person, not things,not myself.
“由爱万物 而你即万物 而你漠然于万物” By loving everything, you are everything and you are unconcerned.
“你接近了真相的存在” You come in contact with the existence of truth,
“以动物性的名义 以非你而你的名义” with the name of animality without which you would not be...
“哦 我明白了 超越语言的 真相 罪恶” Oh, I see. Beyond words.Truth... evil...
他们什么都不是 they signify nothing.
“我渴望这种疼痛 这样的悸动” I yearn for this pain...this flow.
“我感觉到自己在融合 岩石啊” Now I feel melted. Rock...
“水 我感到了你非人性的伪装 彻底的冰冷” Water! I feel your non-human transparence. Total cool...
“我非我” I am a nobody.
“我非我 久已” I have always been a nobody.
“我恨 我蔑视 妥协之辈” I hated and despised the reconciled ones.
“而我 我现在就是最妥协的人” Now I, I am the most despicable.
“因为我现在 在和自己谈条件” Because I have come to terms with myself.
我不会改变这个世界的 I will not change anything in the world.
我的幻想 仅仅是这个世界冷酷 如铁一般坚硬的 一点点涟漪 My illusion is not even a ripple on the world's cool, metallic surface.
我看到了 那是海 I can see...It is an ocean.
你向我展示了它的美 You are showing its beauty to me.
慢点说 Speak slower,
慢点说！ speak slower!
它开启了 It is opening.
慢点 我就要超脱了 Slower. I am in the doorway.
慢点 疼啊 Slower, it hurts.
疼痛多美啊 So much beauty it hurts.
“我受训 为了 智慧 高效 冷酷... ” I was taught to be intelligent,efficient, cool...
“以征服...”我感觉不到 to conquer...I have no feelings.
谁？如何？ Who? How?
我要干什么？ What am I to do?
解锁自己...铁链折断了你的翅膀... Unbind myself...These irons break your wings...
虫子在啃食你的皮...你是美的...你是绝妙的... Worms are eating your skin...You are beautiful... You are divine...
我爱你 主人...我要消失在你的智慧里 I love you. Master...I want to vanish in your wisdom.
他想要占据你！ He wants to take you!
是神！ It's God!
你听到的东西 都是假的 You hear something which does not exist at all...
他什么都没说 你也什么都没听见 He doesn't say anything you wouldn't know...
-我听到了！ -神与你同在 神啊！ - I can hear this! - This God is in you, God!
你 你怎么知道这些？女人 How... How do you know this? Woman?
因为我在表演...我当然知道 I am playing it... I know it.
我知道 生 死 真与非真 我知道一切 I can feel birth and death,truth and untruth of everything.
“这个女人撒谎 她经年累月在此与人通奸” She lied and committed adultery there for months.
你只是才开始了解他们 You are only beginning to learn about others.
你只是才开始感知 感受 You are only beginning to perceive...to sense...
只有一样东西是重要的 就是 你如何要求你自己 The only important things is what you demand from yourself.
“你太过聪明了” You are too wise for me.
他在对你说话 对你歌唱 He is speaking to you...singing you.
我能感觉到 在我深深的忧虑中 I can feel it from the anxiety in me.
他是在嘲笑你...他说... He is laughing at you...He is saying...
说你从未被占据 你也不会被占据 saying that you have never taken and you will not take
因为你是干涸的 死的 你根本就不是活的 because you are dry and dead...and you are not alive at all,
因为你是 物质创造的没有生命的物质 because you are an object created by objects,
你不懂 之名 也不懂它的含义 and you don't know the name nor the meaning...
你甚至也不知道你自己 Neither you know anything about yourself...
-瞎子...懦夫 -不 不！ - a blind man... a weakling. - No... no!
拿下！ Take him!
我已经研习 I've been learning...
多年了 你知道吗 征服者 for many years. You know, victor,
因为我的职责 constrained by my duties
我废寝忘食 兢兢业业 on sleepless and doubt-ridden nights
我觉得我还依然会如此继续研习 I thought that as I would be going and learning,
我将彻底释放 如金蝉脱壳 I would turn inside out my whole life like a glove.
哦 哦！ Oh... Oh...!
看啊！ Look!
一直以来 我认为 有两条路 I always thought there were two ways.
就像 我们为了追求真实 而演戏 As if playing this what we play for real
这并不能满足我 但是现在我满足了 did not give me any satisfaction.Now I have it.
-你怎么办到的！我该怎么做？ -你知道的 - Tell me how...! What am I to do? - You know well,
你非常清楚 只要你要了我的女儿 certainly you do,if you took my daughter
并让她成为女人 and made her a woman.
关于屙人 你知道什么？ The Sherns.What do you know?
你无法击败屙人于内在 You cannot beat the Shern in you.
征服者 你要于自己内里历练自己 Victor, you have probably experienced it yourself.
如果不能损其一 If you could not beat one,
又何能伤其一千呢？ how are you going to beat thousands?
如你所见 我在表演 As you see, I am playing
在帮你制造空间 and making room for you.
你要行动 You are to act.
那样 希望才会随着你的离去而到来 The hope will return when you are gone.
-什么是希望？ -希望就是... - What is hope? - Hope is...
信仰 化作自身的形状 the faith in materializing the form with oneself.
于黑暗中 探索 Groping in the dark.
我渴望 I am yearning.
万物得久持 我得久持 Everything endures. I endure.
我愈发的想 闭上双目 I increasingly think about closing my eyes
超然于万物 and abstaining from everything.
我 一个无牵无挂之人 于 绝望之地 I, an eunuch in the landscape of despair.
大人 我们要跨海而去了 Sir, we'll cross the sea.
我给了你火炮 弹药 你们自己去就行了 I gave you gunpowder, ammunition.You can go by yourselves.
但是大人 他们崇拜的是您啊 But sir,it is you who they worship,
信的也是您 盼望的也是您啊 in whom they believe,for whom they are waiting.
-我会把她还给你的 -您需要女人 大人 - I'll give her back to you. - You need a woman, sir.
为何他视屙人的行为似难解之谜 Why does a Shern carry in him the riddle of chaotic behaviour.
为何罪恶带有选择性？它又为何能如此荒诞同时条理清晰？ Why does evil act selectively and why is its methodicalness absurd?
这是我唯一能想到的 Although it is only what I can think,
能理解 能言的 大多数不合理的 understand or utter,the most absurd,
残酷的东西 我能理解 the most cruel thing I can afford.
但是勇气呢？ What about courage?
你有什么吩咐吗 大人？ We come to inquire about your designs, sir?
我想要做的不都在预言里嘛 The designs are laid down in the prophecy.
这不是尽人皆知吗 你还问什么？ It's long-past knowledge.Why are you asking?
大人 你必须于人前参加所有的仪典 Sir, you must appear before the people in all ceremony.
可能已经有谣言出现在镇上 说当您凝视大海的时候 The unclear rumor has spread in the town that the sea did not come apart
海水没有一分为二。大人 是时候征税了 when you looked at it.Sir, it's necessary to levy taxes.
我们需要金属 We need metal,
需要硝石 saltpetre,
需要人力 manpower.
您英明啊 大人 You have decided, sir.
如果信仰降低了 人民会走向反面？ People of low faith.Can it be otherwise?
我说的对吗 先生？ Am I not right, gentle?
你是全知全能的 大人 You have all knowledge, sir.
世界！ World!
我所做的一切 不都是试图参悟你吗？ What have I done not to comprehend you?
-你们满意了吗？ -大人 您已经是我们的一份子了 - Are you satisfied? - Sir, we are absorbing you.
您于我们 如 箭入白骨 You are in us like marrow in the bones,
-你说什么？ -如缘沉大地 - What did you say? - Like the cause in existence.
没什么 没什么 大人 您就任我们欣喜吧 Nothing, nothing, sir.You let us rejoice.
他们在表演...最初的屙人出于虚荣心声称 They are playing... That at first the Shern out of vanity
是他创造了世界 created the world which seemed ideal for him.
但当他仰望 But when he looked up,
看到了不可能是他创造的光 he saw the light which he did not create himself.
然后他回到了自己的故乡 他那男性阳刚的创造力 Then he returned to his homeland. And then his masculine creative power
转化成了女性阴柔的意愿 turned into the feminine readiness.
哦 大人 我是多么的努力啊！ Oh, sir, how hard I am trying!
Malahuda先生 她的父亲 Gentle Malahuda, her father,
夜晚在镇上游荡 他嘲弄您 is seen hanging around town at nights. He derides you,
-动摇人民的信仰 -他说什么了？ -undermines the faith of the people. -What does he say?
他说只有你不在了 和平才会降临... That peace will return only after you are gone...
我来不是为和平 是为了战争 I did not come to bring peace,but war.
-还有Gentle Rhoda... -谁？ -Gentle Rhoda... -Who?
一名学者 大人 A scholar, sir.
他改进了纺织作物 发明了火焰的燃料 He improved the weaving plant,invented the fuel for the flame,
-还测量了道路 -他又说什么了？ - measured the length of the roads... - What does he say?
他声称没有地球 “老头子”也从来没有存在过 He claims there is no Earth,there has never been the Old Man,
他说一切都是寂静与空幻的 that everything is silent and empty.
他还说 只有我们是存在体 屙人只是动物 And that only we exist and the Sherns who are like animals.
那他认为 我是从哪来的？ So where do I come from,in his opinion?
他说您就像是寄生虫 大人 He says you are like a worm, sir,
- 浮出水面的寄生虫... -那我为什么要浮出来？ - that you came up to the surface... - So why did I come?
您没有浮出来 You did not come,
您是被开除的 you were expelled.
-Yeret在哪？ -Yeret去领导阅兵了 - Where is Yeret? - Yeret is leading the parade.
我们逮捕的渣子会在您的荣光里被斩首 大人 The Morques we have caught will be slaughtered in your honour, sir.
你没告诉过我 你们逮捕人了 You did not tell me that you have caught somebody.
-不是人 大人 是东西 -不用你来教我 蠢货 - Not somebody, sir, something. - You don't instruct me, fool.
没有我的命令 不准杀任何人 Nobody will be killed here without my consent.
好吧 您是全知全能的 大人 Well, yours is all knowledge, sir.
你到底也是普通人 是人才会恼怒 Indeed you are a man. I recognize your anger.
我被爱河裹挟着 I am being carried by the river of love.
也许它是羞耻 背叛和疼痛的 It may be disgrace, betrayal and pain,
但它也包含了 美好与邪恶 but it encompasses good and evil.
如果是爱 就会是美好 It is good, if it is love.
但是 最终 那唯一的思想 能推动思想的思想 But... after all, the only thought which sets the thoughts in motion,
那唯一的忠诚 the only fidelity which gives a form
让激荡状态的生物学在混沌中得以建构 to something which is the chaos of churning biology,
它效忠于 预设的目标 it's fidelity to the pre-determined goal...
只有它带来的混沌的空虚感 Only it gives the feeling that the emptiness of this chaos
才能跨越自作自受的藩篱 can be spanned with the braces of one's own making.
这没错 但这所有一切自作自受 导致的不可理喻 Certainly... but everything is of my own making and so is the understanding
这一切的一切 这没有回音的无底深井 that everything is everything, that it is a well without echo and bottom.
您喜欢我吗？ Did you like me?
大人 踩她 用威严回答她 Sir, stand on her.Give her dignity back.
他们会杀了我！ They will kill me!
都给我退下 Leave me alone!
退下！ What?!
渣子们 Morques,
我不相信你们只遗传了父亲（屙人）... I don't believe you descend from your fathers alone...
你们也肯定遗传了来自人类母亲的一些人性 You must have something human in you after your mothers.
我同情你们作为人类的那部分 I am appealing to what is human in you.
渣子们 如果归降于我 追随于我 Morques, your lives will be spared, if you join us,
我饶你们不死 if you go with us.
渣子们！ Morques!
母亲 母亲... Mother, mother...
铁链... chains...
孩子...母亲 child... mother.
杀不算什么 你 不算什么 Kill nothing, you - nothing.
哦 屙人 Oh Shern.
一切皆 苦，睡 苦 Everything - pain.Sleep - pain.
日 苦，恐惧 Day - pain. Fear.
平静 屙人，我 屙人 Quiet, Shern. I - Shern.
当屙人 开始歌唱 我 动物 When the Shern sings. I - animal.
你 可怜，你 死亡 You - less. You - death.
我 张弓 树林 草地 I - the bow. Trees. Grass.
我 看到 渣子，你 害怕，我 跑 I - see - Morque. You - fear. I - the run.
独自 我走 Alone. I go.
我远 你近，你怕 苦 I far. You near. You fear - pain.
重量，你 说，我不说 Weight. You - voice. I - silence.
我们 走远 灭亡 漂浮 We - go away, perish, float.
你 屙人 让他唱 You - Shern. Let him sing.
我看到 大地 绿草 树林 I see the earth, grass, forest.
我感到温暖的空气弥漫小路... I feel the warm air over the lane...
那两只飞翔的灰鸟 让我联想到了死亡... The flight of two grey birds which I associate with death...
那意味着...我怕了？ It means... I feel fear?
解禁Aviya! Unbind Aviya!
Lhezal刚刚要求把他带到这儿来 Lhezal has just asked to bring him here.
什么？ What?
无论是谁将来到这个世界 都将发现尸体 Whoever will know the world,will find a corpse.
谁发现了尸体 And who finds a corpse,
谁就会对这个世界不屑一顾 will have the world not worthy of him.
Elem想用柴草将他们火化 Elem wants to burn them in pyres.
他是对的 大人 He is right, sir.
她们已经什么都不是了 They already are nothing.
与屙人的交合 灼毁了她们的性 A Shern's touch burns out their sex.
当她们还能言时 他们言说喜悦和丑陋一样 When they still speak,they speak about the delight as great
一样强烈 大人 屙人碰触的 as to be hideous, sir.The Shern touches in them
是她们的精髓 what is their essence,
是黑暗本身 而屙人让黑暗之门开的更大 darkness itself and he opens it even more,
填满 再 清除 fills it up, clears up.
你说的 就像是你 你自己被... You sound as if you yourself...
我不知道 我什么都不知道 I know nothing, nothing.
你想怎样？ What do you want?
我能怎么样？ 我怎样才能守护自己？ What am I to do? How am I to defend myself?
我没想到在这里 爱的感觉可以这么好 I didn't know that there can be a love so great.
地球上就不一样了 On Earth things are different.
-那里也有日与夜吗？ -有 - Is there day and night? - Yes.
-白与黑？ -有 - White and black? - Yes.
-爱与恨？ -地球上没有杀戮 - Love and hate? - There is no killing on Earth.
有生灵的地方肯定就有杀戮 There is killing when there is living.
不 No.
你有什么感觉？ What do you feel?
我感到喜悦和满足的力量 Joy and the power of fulfillment.
我教会了一些我不懂得事情 You teach me something which I did not know.
我感到了爱 I feel love.
但此时 只有我的身体在受折磨 But now only my body is suffering.
我感受到的疼都只是物理上的 The pain that I feel is only physical.
我能感知它 我也能 I can touch it. I also can,
告诉我自己 哦 新的艺术，不要再想她了 oh, new art, tell myself; turn your thoughts away from her.
也许她不再出现 你也许就不用受折磨了 May she not be present so that you don't suffer.
从而 通过我痛爆了的身体 Thus, through my pain-swollen body,
灵魂就可以 轻轻的 缓缓的 也可以说 the soul is shaping up smoothly,soothingly,
在非物质层面成型了 and, I would say, not-materially.
灵魂不会受苦 The soul does not suffer.
我承认它是冷淡的 就像我承认河流是温暖的 I recognize unconcern in it, like in a warm river.
我的灵魂和我的自我认知 My soul and I identify.
她是不是很漂亮 人又好？ She was beautiful and famous?
是的 Yes.
你从没爱过她 You never loved her.
这是干嘛？ What is this for?
为了你明日出征 For your going tomorrow.
向本该如此的致敬 亦不拒绝任何非如此 To pay homage to what is and not to reject anything of what is not.
我们可以明白的看到 邪恶在我们周围 The tangibility of evil which we see around.
屈服于自己肉欲激情的 The submission to the narrow labyrinths
狭窄迷宫 of one's own sensual passion.
更多的相信那些在我们头上挥舞大棒的人 The belief in the importance of those who wield power over us
就意味着制造邪恶 就意味着于暗黑中召唤邪恶 means the creation of evil,calling evil from the dark,
化身杀手肾上腺 并坚信一切都是它的囊中之物 transforming onself into a killer gland which believes that everything is its property.
您为什么会关心一个女人啊 大人？ Why are you concerned with a woman, sir?
圣洁之于男人 如同前所未有的纯洁的圣灵显现 Holiness enters a man as he gains historic purity of the visitation.
-什么的圣灵？ -屙人 - Visitation of what? - The Shern,
大人 sir.
如果屙人是邪恶 那么我就是你的神 What if the Shern is evil, while I am God for you.
还有什么比神更伟大更安宁？ What is greater and more tranquil than God?
长夜过后 炎热将至 There will be great heat after a long night.
-该出发了 征服者 -保护她 记住 不得有失 - It's time to move, victor. - Guard her, remember, preserve.
你有感觉吗？ You feel it?
有感觉吗？ Feel it?
那些还没有表忠心的人... Those who have not showed their faith...
奸诈的女人们... treacherous women...
那些把孩子藏起来违抗远征命令的人们 Those who have hidden their sons from the expedition
还有那些没有交税的...我记得你 and those who have not paid the taxes... I remember you.
-你叫什么？ -Sevim 大人 - What is your name? - Sevim, sir.
-你原来是做什么的？ -祭司 - What were you? - A priest.
你会效忠吗？ Will you serve?
对付谁呢 大人？ Against whom, sir?
海面平静 微风缓缓推动船只前行 The sea is tranquil and gentle breeze is propelling the ships.
在抵达目的地之前 他们要穿越一片漂浮的树林 Before they reach their goal,they come across a floating tree
树干上随树林一起漂浮的是 演员和学者Rhoda trunk on which Actor and scholar Rhoda are drifting,
他们因为信仰问题 而被驱逐于此 because they have been expelled for their lack of faith.
学者蔑视的看着Mark Scholar is looking at Mark with contempt.
“你根本就不存在”他呼喊着 "You do not exist at all". he exclaims.
“你根本什么都不懂” Mark回应道 "You have not come at all".Mark replies:
“如果我死了 你去上山找我的飞船” "if I die, go in the mountains and find my rocket.
“进去以后 关上舱门 按按钮” Get in, seal the hatch and press one button.
“按红色按钮。” The red one. "
“相信我吧 大人”演员呼喊道 "Rely on me, sir".Actor exlaims.
“我会传送你们” "I will transmit you".
“我的氧气头盔” "My oxygen helmet
“在山脚下 Expectant Brethren的修道院里” Mark说道 is in the monastery of Expectant Brethren at the feet of the mountains" - Mark says.
“你太狡猾了”学者Rhoda回应 "You are sly" - Rhoda replies.
“你把我留在海中央” "You are leaving me in the middle of the sea,
“还你还谈什么山里” while you talk about the mountains. "
“没错”Mark回答“我们活着的几率差不多” "Yes" Mark answers. "Our odds are the same".
Mark!
你听的见吗？Mark! Do you hear me? Mark!
Aza!
接下来 The next step,
接下来该我必须尽全力的阶段 the next doorstep which I will have to occupy with all of me
终止了？ is death?
-讲 -无话可说 - Speak. - Still nothing.
如果我不问你 你也无话可说吗？ What if I didn't want to ask you about it?
当真相的她言说 当黑暗的她言说 When her truth speaks, her darkness speaks.
唯一清晰的是其自相矛盾 And clear is only that which is being formulated against itself.
-讲 -无话可说 - Speak. - Still nothing.
如果我不问你 你也无话可说吗？ What if I didn't want to ask you about it?
那儿 There.
我必须知道 I must know.
那儿 那儿... There, there...
这儿 Here,
-没有哪儿 只有这儿 -那儿 我必须看见 - not there. Here. - There. I must see.
终于 所有生理机能的下降 Ultimately, every reduction to physiology
都是灵魂的法西斯 is the fascism of the soul.
在扩张中不断萎缩 It is shrinking instead of growing,
正如 所有这一切得出一个判断 just as if everything came down
那就是人类活着 但什么都不做 to the judgement that while living, man does nothing.
只出产残废 And only a cripple
和死人 or a dead man creates.
“主人 Jack” "Master Jack",
搬运工说 并在他面前立正站好 the porters says, standing at attention before him.
和他穿着一样服装的 Dressed in the same garb as him,
很多观众坐在巨大而破败的大厅 members of the audience are sitting in a huge dilapidated hall.
他们很拘谨 死死盯着Aza They are leaning,their eyes riveted to Aza
Aza正站立在大厅灯火辉煌的尽头歌唱 who is standing and singing in one brightly-lit end of the hall.
大厅的声响很棒 The hall acoustics is fine.
Aza歌唱的是演员们正在表演的： Aza is singing what the actors are playing:
关于他们自身 关于他们非凡的自私自利 我 自己 我 About themselves, about their divine self-love. I, Me, I.
Jack闭上了双眼 Jack shuts his eyes,
向后退了几步 踉跄着跑出了大厅 takes a few steps back,stumbles and runs out.
-你怎么了？ -一个错误 - What is going on with you? - A mistake.
庸医给我吃了一些恶心的东西 That quack gave me some nasty stuff.
还没有Mark的消息？ No news from Mark?
为了成全我们的爱 我们把他发射到那里 We sent him there to make our love stronger.
-没错 -此刻 - Yes. - Now.
-此刻便是永恒 此刻 此地 永恒！ -爱 爱 我们做爱 - Now is ever. Now. Here. Ever! - Love, love, we make love.
几个月以后 In a few months
你的娇滴 美丽 青春 都将一去不返 your girlishness, beauty and youth have disappeared.
你老了 你那张脸变得吓人 You have grown old and your face scares me.
任何坚持到最后的努力 都是作茧自缚 For any push to the end brings matter to the self-explosion,
就如同跨越藩篱之后 只有泥沼 as if beyond a certain barrier there was a pulp
泥沼深处的死亡 with death at the bottom.
再一次 你回复凡体 Again you are one of many.
成为拍卖的一部分 You are taking part in an auction.
你的价值只存在于风流韵事 You exist through your love affair.
而你不知道的是 你并不是那个定价的人 But you don't know that it is not you who sets the price,
你在市场上的价值 the value in this market,
由那只于深处搅动你的手 that the hand which fumbles inside you
由那只残忍的使你的分泌物喷涌而出的手 and which cruelly turns your glands inside out,
由那只讲究市场原则的手来定 is the hand of the very principle of the market,
凶残的手 还有凶残的眼睛 the murderous hand or eye
在观看演员如何像狗一样发情的 which finds the pleasure in seeing how the actors,
精疲力尽中 获得快感 lustful like dogs, are wearing out.
天花板高耸的金属建筑里 Ceiling-high metal office
过道里是一行行的立柜 cabinets are standing in rows in an aisle.
那些抽屉里 The drawers,
数以百计一模一样的抽屉里 装满了电子管 hundreds of identical drawers are filled with electron tubes
是那种老式收音机用的电子管 similar to old radio-set valves.
所有的电子管都一模一样 Mark蹲身查看 All tubes are the same. Mark bends down over them.
屙人突然从后面袭来 Mark的武器开火了 The Sherns swoop down on him. Mark is firing his weapon.
一颗眼睛 从死掉屙人的头上滚落 闪着令人毛骨悚然的幽幽的光 A still shining eye creeps out to the floor from the head
当最后的闪光熄灭后 Mark默默的重复着： of a killed Shern and Mark repeats silently after its final glint:
“这就是全部了” "That is all".
躺在抽屉里 静静等待着的晶体管 Thousands of Shern eyes,
就是成千上万只屙人的眼睛 成千上万只屙人的大脑 thousands of Shern brains are laying in the drawers, waiting.
Mark看着寺庙高墙上的壁画 Mark looks at the murals on the temple walls.
那些壁画饱经沧桑 开始腐坏 但尚能分辨 They are rotten and time-mellowed,but readable,
壁画描述了那些屙人在宝座上 摆造型 不可一世 they depict Sherns in thrones,posing, pompous,
神圣的屙人眼光盯着最高处 holy Sherns gazing up at the highest,
那个至高无上的屙人停在高处 停在云里 带着崇拜 supreme Shern and still higher into the clouds, with adoration.
Mark的嘴唇默默地说出了： Mark's lips silently articulate the words:
“家 家” "Home". "Home".
Aza,
你疯了吗？！ are you crazy?!
我是疯了！ 我疯了！ I am crazy! I am crazy!
你都看到了 You see,
你可以出生在一个国家 这个你必须认同并服从的国家 you can arrive at a state in which you must admit,
这个可以让你开膛破肚的国家 submit, let your guts out,
这个令你意识到自己肚子里只有这些玩意的国家 as if recognizing that this is just inside,
你肠穿肚破的样子 意味着放弃私隐 and that the sight of your entrails means giving up the secret,
并毫无保留的 舍弃自我... exposing and discarding your ego...
当街示众 without remainder.
你 You,
如果不是你 那会是谁？ and if not you, then who?
我？
我们欢迎您的归来 大人 We are pleased with your coming, sir,
但是您带走了那么多人 带回来的却如此之少！ but you had gone so many and you are coming back so few!
战争 疾病 War, diseases.
您提前派回来的Yeret告诉我们 We were told by Yeret,who you sent in advance,
说这场战争中您展示的只有人类的力量 that you have done all in the human power,
没有任何超越人类的神迹 the human power and nothing beyond it.
-Yeret在哪儿？ -他就在您身边啊 - Where is Yeret? - But he is at your side.
遵照您的命令 我们曾又把他派回您身边增援啊 We sent him back with reinforcements,as you demanded.
您不记得了？ Don't you remember?
-我病了 -我们听说了 - I was sick. - So we heard.
为什么这么做？ What for?
当然是 因为信仰不够坚定 For the lack of faith,of course.
信仰不会祈求恩典 The faith does not call for the gift of grace,
-但是一条性命会 -我们为什么要撤退 大人？ - but life alone does. - Why did we retreat, sir?
我们本应该为了人类 坚持到底 坚持到最后 We should have held out to the end for man, to the end.
据说： It is said:
人需要了解自身 需要了解神 Who comes to know oneself, comes to know God.
我已经知道我是谁了 I already know who I am.
你呢 兄弟？ And you, brother?
自从您走后 这里就充斥着暗杀 大人 Secret killings have been rife since your left, sir.
人民惊慌失措 而您灰溜溜的回来了 People are in panic.You have retreated.
-他们的愤怒会是很可怕的 -lhezal在哪？ - Their anger will be terrible. - Where is lhezal?
Lhezal
起来！ 起来！ Get up! Get up!
你是唯一没有秘密的人 You are the only man without a secret.
你说的连你自己都不信 You speak about it,but you don't believe.
你就像追随气味的动物 You are like an animal following a scent.
从来没变过 Still the same.
你是一个善于运用感觉的女演员 You are an actress playing the value of the feeling,
捉摸不定 its transience.
你是某种生物 You are a biology
在腹中揣摩着某种秘密的生物 speculating about the mystery through your belly
而在腹中你引发的热流 转而化作你自己 into which you lead the heat which you in turn take to be yourself.
因为我们是有罪的 都得死 这是我们自己从深底招致来的 Because we are sinful and dead.We call from the depth.
让我们爬向 你复活的辉光中吧 Let us creep to the grace of your resurrection,
融化在你的善良里 melt in your goodness
释放你的仁慈 为了真的复活 and experience your mercy in order to attain resurrection
和你一起 together with you,
奥秘 只因渺小的我们已死 mystery, because we are small and dead.
Lhezal
你为什么躲藏？ Why are you hiding?
我是多么想念你啊！ I missed you so much!
我曾等待 I waited.
我知道我的忠贞至关重要 我的贞操 I knew that only my fidelity mattered... my chastity...
-还有我们彼此的依恋 -为什么不让我碰你？ - and our mutual attachment. - Why don't you let me touch you?
-你说的话 我听不清 -也许我们都病了 大人... - Your words are so indistinct. - Maybe we are sick, sir...
罪恶和被动让我们生病了 sick of evil and passivity.
也许我们短暂的生命就如同溃疡 而你试图重整我们的命运 Maybe we live momentarily like an ulcer.And you want to rearrange our destiny.
也许我的病可以转化为一种新的... Maybe I am a disease turning towards the new...
-我听不懂！ -不为人知的全新 - I don't understand you! - unfamiliar freshness.
您还记得我甜美的拥抱吗 大人？ Sweet are my embraces,remember, sir?
我的拥抱一文不值 比起我用全部身体感知而感受到的快感... My,they are nothing compared with the delight which the whole body can feel...
只要它想要 只要它还能感觉 if it wants, if it is in rapport with the feelings.
我是走肉 大人！ I am a body, sir!
分裂 Splitting.
一想起分裂 自我意识就开始分裂了 The idea of splitting.Self-consciousness in splitting.
这里的自然是二元的 生命体也是二元的 There is duality of nature here and duality of life.
思想的二元亦是我自然性的一部分 The thought of duality is part of my nature.
外形和内心可以是矛盾的 It's the contradiction between form and desire...
答案与对黑暗的嘲讽也可以是矛盾的 Between the answer and the language of darkness.
因此 我是神 Hence I am God.
-我是神 -来吧 大人 - I am God. - Come, sir.
大人！ Sir!
大人 Sir,
您的飞船 大人 your spacecraft. Sir.
山脚下的僧侣Expectant Brethren看见它在柱状火焰中升天了 The Expectant Brethren saw it rise on a column of fire...
我再也不想看了 我需要知 I don't want to see any more.I want to know.
我要去到那里 I want to be there.
你 这里 什么都没有 那里 You - here. There - nothing.
那里什么都没有 Nothing is there.
这里有一切 Everything is here.
你会死的 You may die.
你求你 I beg you.
我不怕死 I am not afraid of dying.
海！ The sea!
我们必须改变恶法 驱逐祭司 We must change their cruel laws,expel the priests,
给人民平权 摧毁虚假的希望 give an equal share to the people,destroy false hopes.
-他们不会同意的 -那我们就自己来做 - They will not agree. - Then we alone will do it.
枪炮 The guns.
打谁啊？ Against whom?
占领城市 The city,
城市 the city.
哦 他们是对的 大人 Oh,they are right, sir.
称颂他吧 在他成为之前 Blessed be him who was before he became.
而你们 将成为 过客 And you shall become those who are passing by.
屙人Aviy坐在Mark的头上 The Shern Aviy sits above Marek's head.
他好奇的看着 He is watching, curious
嘲笑道：“嘿呼 兄弟” and jeers: "Hail, brother".
“没有了别人帮你们编程的眼睛，” "Without that eye which somebody had programmed for you,
“也许你们还能自编程吧” which perhaps you yourselves programmed
“当你想要思考的时候” Mark说 when you still could think" - says Mark.
屙人回问：“那是谁给你编程的？” The Shern answers: And who has programmed you?
“我是谁？”Mark问 "Who am I?" - Asks Mark.
屙人靠在十字架上 抠下了他爪子上的一些污垢 The Shern churns some dirt in his claws against the wooden cross
说道：“你是这个” and replies: "You are this".
“难道我会从这种浊物中诞生？”Mark问 "Will I ever emerge from this darkness？"- asks Mark.
“应该不疼吧 兄弟 是不是？”Aviy回问 "It does hurt, brother,doesn't it? "- answers Aviy.
Jack向屙人开火 屙人坠落到沙滩上 Jack fires at him.The Shern drops down on the sand,
它旋转的越来越慢 revolving more and more slowly,
就像将死的弹簧玩具 他一直在重复着： like a dying spring toy.He keeps repeating:
“爱 爱 爱” "Love, love, love."
力量 我的力量 你离我而去！ Force, my force, you have left me!
是谁？！ Who?!
是什么？！ What?!
为什么？！ Why?!
欢迎你... Welcome...
慈悲 grace.
人的底线到底可以有多低？ How much can one accept?
仁慈的伟大又能被感知多少？ How great is the mercy to be felt?
人又愿意为自身的屙人化承担多少 How much can you afford not to change into a Shern yourself.
在一个赌场里 宇航员们正在玩赌轮盘和百家乐 In a casino, astronauts are playing roulette and at baccarat.
Jack走过他们 听着只言片语 Jack is passing by listening to shreds of conversations.
有人说：“不能全怪他，” Somebody says: "He was not to blame.
“他是野兽中的野兽 丛林中的狼。” He was an animal among animals,a wolf in the forest".
有人跟着说：“灵魂不是驻留在大脑里，” Somebody else reacts: "Soul hos its abode not in the brain,
“而是形体里。”第三个声音说： but in the form." A third voice:
“我们要达成的 就是天使所象征的，” "The Angel symbolizes the transfiguration
“从可见到不可见的形变。” from the visible into the invisible which we are accomplishing. "
大堂一侧的电视机突然跳出了直播画面 Television screens along one side of the hall flick to life,
画面显示来自于安装在Mark飞船上的摄像机 showing the pictures registered by the camera mounted on Mark's rocket.
摄像机显然被外部震动 The camera apparently is stimulated to action
或者人类的体温激活了 开始运行 by an outside motion or human body warmth;
学者Rhoda和那个演员 爬向了飞船 the scholar Rhoda and the Actor are crawling towards the rocket,
他们合用着一个氧气面罩 sharing an oxygen helmet.
Jack超他们大喊 但是他们听不见 Jack is shouting to them,but they don't hear.
快速跑过George的死尸后 Scurrying by George's dead body,
演员和Rhoda进入了飞船 the Actor and Rhoda enter the rocket.
赌场老板抓住了Jack的手臂 说道： The casino manager grabs Jack by the arm, saying:
“主人，” "Master,
“他们正在找您呢 罢工 示威” they are looking for you.Strikes,demonstrations.
“斯底人的阴谋叛乱...所有这些...谁知道会...” The conspiracy of Gnostics...Those, who know, should..."
在百家乐台桌的一头 坐着lhezal At one end of the baccarat table lhezal is seated,
她穿着Aza的衣服 wearing Aza's dress.
她看着Jack 带着挑衅 大笑起来 She is laughing provocatively,looking at Jack.
她被仰慕者们团团围住 She is surrounded by admirers.
这时候 Jack的助手 出现在屏幕上 The face of Jack's assistant appears on the screens.
主人 有信号了 Master, we have a signal.
接着说 Keep talking.
Marek在哪？ Where's Marek?
谁派你们来的？ Who sent you?
我能看到你们 We can see you.
有一个白色的圆形灯在你们前方 There is white, round-shaped light over you.
那里的眼睛可以看到我们 There is the eye which can see us.
对着眼睛说话... Speak to the eye...
我们要去地球的深处 We are going to Earth's interior
那里保存着真相 where resides the truth
还有人类的幸福 and the happiness of man
还有一切神秘的答案 and the explanation of all mysteries.
因为我们是对的 从来 从来... Because we are right since ever... since ever...
对的 对的 对的... Right. Right. Right...
-他疯了 -不 他只是在表演 - He's gone mad. - No, he is performing.
主人 我们可以把他们发射到我们这边来 Master, we can bring them over to us.
他们离我们很近 They are close enough,
主人 master.
让他们飞走吧 Let them fly.
飞向哪里，主人？ Where to, master?
老地球 To Old Earth.
Jack转身背对屏幕 Jack turns his back to the screen.
他的膝盖缓缓弯曲 Very slowly he is sinking to his knees
最终跪倒在地上 and bending down to the ground.
心脏病发 Jack死了 It's the heart stroke.Jack is dying.
宇航员们跑过来帮忙 The astronauts rush to help.
他们用拳头击打他的胸腔 不起作用 They are pounding his chest with fists. Nothing doing.
在大堂一角 主人Jack注视着他自己的死亡 From the corner of the hall,master Jack is watching his death.
宇航员们正在努力复活他 The astronauts are struggling to revive his body
当他走出赌场 没有人注意到他 and nobody pays attention when he is walking out the casino.
外面很黑 It is dark outside.
远处草原上燃着篝火 There are bonfires far out in the steppe.
篝火旁坐着部落的人们 还是那个部落 Over the bonfires the tribe is sitting. The some tribe.
人群中有骑手，还有一个手掌心长着眼睛的女孩 There is Rider there and there is a girl with eyes in her palms,
女孩长得很像lhezul Jack朝她走过去 so very much like lhezul.Jack is coming up to her.
女孩站起身 敞开了怀抱 She rises to her feet and opens her arms.
摄像机进入了她身体的黑暗中 The camera moves into the darkness of her body.
甚至能清晰的听见她的心跳 Her even heart-beat becomes audible.
少顷 A moment later,
一串马蹄声跑远了 the hoof-beats of a horse riding away.
影片最后的镜头 The final shot of this film
在剧本上是这样写的： recorded in the screenplay was the following:
428号 远景 3米 428. Long shot. 3 metres.
在曙光中， In the dawning light:
一匹无主的马在草原上飞驰而过。 A horse without a rider galloping across the steppe.
根据波兰文化部副部长 Under the decision of the vice-minister of culture
波兰电影局副部长的决定 undersecretary of state for Polish cinema,
在拍摄中的《银色星球》 the shooting of the film "On the Silver Globe"
于1977年春天中断了。 was broken off in the spring of 1977.
那时候 电影剧组成员们正站在波罗的海的海岸上 At that time the film crew were staying on the Baltic seacoast
他们穿着的衣物 配搭的饰品等 and the entire suite of decorations and costumes
需要两年时间完成制作 needed to complete a 2-year-old production
它们最后是在弗罗茨瓦夫、下西里西亚省、马祖里湖区 had been finally created and awaited the film crew in Wroclaw,
还有高加索山脉地区 制造完成的 剧组整整等了两年 Lower Silesia, in the Masuria Lake District and in the Caucasus Mountains.
所有这些 服装 饰品 道具 都被销毁了 All these decorations,costumes and props were destroyed.
电影工作室的员工 服装和艺术设计 Film studio workers, wardrobe specialist and art designers
为了让拍摄素材免于损毁 have preserved for many years in warehouses
多年来将素材保护在仓库 工作室 and their private apartments
等一切他们能够利用的地方 whatever they managed to salvage from the destruction.
我能完成这部电影要归功于他们 I'm finishing this film thinking about them.
同时 本片完成过程中小小的戏剧性的一幕 Meanwhile the small drama of this film
与我们生命本身那伟大充满希望的庄严的戏剧性 and the grand and hopefully dignified drama of our life
会继续不断交织在一起 will continue to intertwine
就如同成功和失败相互镶嵌成的马赛克 in a common mosaic of successful flights and crash landings.
我是安德烈·祖拉斯基 My name is Andrzej Zulawski,
《银色星球》的导演 the director of the film "On the Silver Globe".